deformed.

Fuck.
It's so annoying that this city except for loneliness, anger, disgust also offers me inspiration.
The most annoying part of that is that as soon as i walk into my house it runs away screaming, just like my concentration.
..Some say i am depressed. Some say i am just pathetic.
Either way, it sucks.
....
I went for a walk today. It΄s been some time since the last time i actually decided to go out and face the Athenian monsters, at night.
I got really frustrated. Really.
I kept fantasizing about killing most of them.
I enjoyed this one phantasy i had: taking a chair and forcing it into Peas' stomach until it reached his intestines.
That would be a hell lot of fun, eheh.
....
Seeing cops outside my house is kinda scary.
I've been afraid of them since I was 3 years old.
Seeing a copcar always made me think they're after me.
Maybe i got a criminal mind.Or conscience.
Maybe I'm just paranoid.Maybe I'm just pathetic.
Either way, it's cool.
....